My daughter is in first grade this year. She is really enjoying reading and writing. She has truly found freedom and fulfillment in sounding out words, putting sentences together and then drawing pictures to go with them. She spends most of her free time making books or writing stories. The treasure that I found in the garbage belonged to her. I garbage picked it!
The words weren't spelled correctly and usually, I can sound it out to understand what she is writing, but this time I couldn't do it. I got most of it, but not the whole thing. I set it aside, in a prominent place, so that I could be sure to ask about it later.
The morning routine was crazy, I didn't have a spare minute to talk with her about it. I needed more than just a quick answer, I wanted to have a conversation with her. It stayed on top of the microwave for the day. Every time I walked past, I looked at it and tried to unscramble the message. Similar to a puzzle that you can't walk away from, it was in the back of my mind all day. I couldn't wait until she got home.
After she had a few minutes to unwind from the busyness of the day, I picked up the piece of paper, handed it to her and asked her to read it to me.
"I follow my heart. Step, by step, by step. You will make it right for me."
"Did you hear that somewhere?" I asked.
"No" she replied, "I was just writing a song, and I made it up."
My next question,"why did you throw it away?"
"I messed up", she said sadly.
I was silenced. Her words were so simple and yet, so true. How many times have we been following God along the path and we mess up. We don't know how to undo what we have done so instead, we throw it away.
Again I ask: Did they stumble so as to fall beyond recovery? Not at all! Romans 11:11a
I made my request. "Can I have this?"
"Sure." Pause. "Why?" She wondered.
"I like it. I want to write about it. Is that okay?"
"Yes", she smiled.
God placed it on my heart to use this as a teachable moment. "You know, God loves us all the time. Even when we mess up. There is nothing we can do to make Him stop loving us. If we apologize and ask Him for forgiveness, He always forgives us."
"I know, Mom", she said. As she rolled her eyes and walked away.
I could have taken offense, but I didn't. She heard me. It will be there when she needs it most.
Father, I praise you for your goodness, favor and mercy. Thank you for loving me so perfectly. I know that I am human and I am going to make mistakes. But, I also know that you forgive every one of them. I am grateful for your wisdom, guidance, knowledge and for all of the times you have picked me up and put me back on your perfect path. Amen.
I loved this post and the way you put is simply and succinctly. He does make things right no matter how wrong they go. I guess it was just easier to say "If it's not perfect, it's not good enough." But thank you for sharing with us that he takes it all and it is ALWAYS good enough when spoken or acted from the heart.
ReplyDeleteThank you Shaelyn. =)